Started 2026 by cutting you off my life. It was a painful decision, but I didn't see any future in us, so what's the point of holding onto something that would eventually hurt me? I tried, hoping that there'd be a chance for us to be us, even the slightest bit, but I got tired. Maybe some things aren't meant to be saved.
So I left.
I would be lying if I said you didn't cross my mind. From time to time, I do reread our previous conversations, and my favourite part has always been, and will always be, when you say "awak".
"Awak" has always been my favourite word. "Awak" sounds softer compared with "Kau", and it sounds like it's full of love and care. You can feel the kindness and tenderness every single time. Even if you argue with someone, using "awak" will make the argument less intense, and there's always hope for reconciliation.
And you were the first man I ever used "awak" with.
Semoga awak baik-baik saja :) <3
#np Ada titik-titik di ujung doa - Sal Priadi
This too shall pass.
